LeeVC

Last night when my tablet bricked randomly, I will admit what I wrote was a combination of my depression and having a mild anxiety attack. It kind of melted together and made me feel horrible. Alot of people think that having depression means just getting sad but it can drain you of almost all of your energy, mental and physical. So much so that you don't have the energy to do the things you love. I don't have a lot of control in my life and my art is the one thing that I'm able to fully control. But thank the gods, my tablet is now working. Apparently I was getting a little misinformation about how to turn it back on/reset it but after leav

So writers block and depression are a hell of a thing to be hit with all at once. I thought I was doing good but guess not. And just when I FINALLY able to scrap together some energy to start drawing and writing again, my surface tablet decided to BRICK itself and I cannot turn it back on. It refuses to turn on and I wasn't able to save the art work I had saved on it. Great. Just great. I'm starting to think this might be a sign. A sign that maybe I'm not supposed to be an artists or writer. My own brain and then shit like this keeps happening. No one really pays attention to my work unless it my fan art. It's like the universe it actively